what’s sad memorys you have ?

1)My parents always treated my brother better,even though I was the one with the good grades,I won awards, I could have been a star if my mom had said yes,but she said no. This made me envy almost everyone most my life,but now I'm just enduring.

2)I am always coming so close to cutting myself. My mom just won't quit. She always insults me- she's the reason I'm overweight. She always makes me feel bad. I am trying so hard to be optimistic and lose weight and now she's saying "You're so thin! Don't get fat again!" and sh** like that and it just makes me get overweight again or cry... I'm so thankful to the person who invented using markers instead of blades to mark the skin. I'm just so thankful that I didn't harm my outside.

3)It's just my mom,okay? I don't know why, but she is always making me feel sad and everything... and then I feel so fake when she makes me say I love you back... I just want to cry right now.. I should be a sweet girl,with absolutely no tears in the world, but here I am developing a mental illness and it's all her fault... I'm so sad.. I just want a psychologist.. just one who will listen and won't tell... I know one day I'll regret hating my mom, and I just want to take it all back...

I'm sorry,tears are stinging my eyes, I have to end this post.

I would tell you, but who the Hell wants to revive sad memories?

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Nothing compared to you guys at all, but heres my three.

1. Being told empty threats, a bag of clothes thrown at me, my leg smacked really hard and a computer chair turned ontop of me so i had to crawl out, being smacked on my behind and being yelled at by my dad when half the time it wasn't even me who did something wrong but I was always the one picked on.
My dad "joking" about everything I put a lot of effort into that it wasnt me or something like that
Then his mother yelling at me when was trying to help her and being told that I'm fat and that everything that us girls do is our mothers fault but my brother is perfect and so is dad.

2. Being verbally sexually harrassed on my school bus for about a month

3. Having baisically every friend I've had, ditch me or hate me and I don't even know why. Including my best bud ditching me to tlak to guys and then yelling at me when I wouldnt sit there anymore and that it was my own fault, and my primary best friend turning around 2 years later through someone else to say i'm a bitch and she always hated me- then denying it.

4. (sorry had to add) Being depressed and just wanting to die for almost the past 2 years.

What GOOD memory do I have. Probably only 1 year of my life as a baby, the rest are all sad memories. pfft.

hmmm saddest/worst memories would have to be...

1.) when my mom tried to kill me (and probably would have if other people werent at the house)

2.) when my parents checked me into the hospital

3.) when i didnt have the guts to kill myself

I am a teen....& so what its the truth, I'm not gonna lie & say how my life is perfect, or good or nice, its bad BAD BAD BAD.