I need some advice

if you were in love with your first love, would it be time to finally just leave his life after 5 years?
For example i met this guy in 7th grade, and he was my first love, and we dated on and off and the longest we have been apart was 2 years and he asked me back out, now my life has become really hard, and we just broke up again, should i leave his life, till i am able to handle the pain with him too?

Before a relationship like that, it's best that you organize your life first. I know things are really hard right now for you. Focus on fixing those things before you think about dating again.Being in a relationship takes alot of commitment, make sure you're ready before you enter one. Give it time, you'll be okay.

Huh?

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