BROKEN HEART!!!

A Broken Heart:
*A broken heart is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.*
*A broken heart is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.*
*A broken heartis when you are crying yourself to sleep every night and yet crying more and more each morning.*
*A broken heart is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.*
*A broken heart is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.*
*A broken heart is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, and then quickly turning your attention to something else, to avoid your tears.*
*A broken heart is re-reading his ancient letters and putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.*
*A broken heart is secretly wanting to run back to him and secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.* *A BR0KEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.*
*A broken heart is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.*
*A broken heart is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.*
*A broken heart is screaming and begging for a second chance inside.*
*A broken heart is the emptiness and heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.*
*A broken heart is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."*
*A broken heart is seeing him and even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do but, you decide to walk away.*
*A broken heart is listening to that one song that makes you break down, over and over again.*
*A broken heart sometimes means: Not wanting to go on.*

I didn't make that up, but I can relate. Well, to some things....never got to hold the one I loved, nor take a picture with him. But i love him with all I have and I'm left broken hearted sometimes.

Zac, I'm missing you VERY much and the fact that I want to go outside and wait for the mailman every day has got to mean something. In my heart I hope you'll write me, but in my mind, I highly doubt it. Baby, you're changing and you're scaring me. Really, really scaring me. What do I have to do to bring you back to me, back to your old, sweet, caring, thoughtful, compassionate self? I miss him. And I cry more than you know missing you and I NEVER stop thinking about you. I wish you'd think of me too.

If by help you mean twisted the knife in my heart, you did a magnificent job. XD. It's okay....it's sort of like he told me that himself however hurtful.

I wouldn't be surprised if he moved on. It just hurts every waking moment for so long. and he's on this site...but he's gotten hard to talk to.

Every time I TRY to move on, I break down. But every time I go to a dance and its a couple's dance, I have guys waiting for me, but I never want them. I want Zac but he's not even there when I want/need him. People say he has changed for the worse, but I refuse to see anything wrong with him...

But thanks for your council.

Oh i'm really sorry this has happened to you. People changing is a really bad feeling,hey? My ex has changed too and i havent moved on either. My friends wanted me to talk to him about it..........but its like if i face reality...i'l have to let go and i guess i'm not ready for that yet...i don't know if this is how you're feeling but all i know is moving on is not as easy as it sounds. I hope you will be okay and things will turn for the better.
*hugs*
luv jess xoxoxoxo

aww...that made me cry...that really reminds me of myself

aww, don't cry silly....

Although..admittedly I did get a bit teary-eyed.

Aw wow, that made me sad, it made me think of the person I love right now, :(

I'm sorry hun.

But isn't it just all so true? I thought so...