yet another complication in my already complicated life

i am relly confused...and disapointed in myself, because i promised to my self i wouldnt let it happen, but i did.
my best friend, he is absolutly beautiful, hes cute, sweet, the perfect friend, the perfect guy for me at least. thats my opinion at the moment anyway.
i love him, he loves me...whats the problem?
hes gay, i knew from the start, and i still fell head over heals.
and ok, i get it, 'im young', but its still real.
sitting here, terribly confused.

oh no... its the orignal story... ok, not quite so original. but fallin for your best mate sucks. i dont even think that theres any advice i could give you. I know he is your best mate but maybe a bit of space would help? U wanna talk any more, email me.

Lv A, x

thanks guys..i think =P
its not as though i ever thought there was a chance, i knew there wasnt.
perhaps a little space would help,
thanks anyway.
mwahh