I just wanna go crazy!

I know i shouldn't be posting my problems up, But i just need to let it all out. Im just so upset, And i can't deal with it anymore, Im trying my hardest not to go and cut, Cause thats what i usually do. I just don't know what to do anymore.

- natz x-x

I know theres nothing anyone can really do. But i dunno, I just need to know that im not the only person out there who feels like this.

I want to get professional help, but i don't know how to go about it. Ive even been thinking of trying to overdose on something, So then i'd be taken to the hospital, And all this stuff can finally be sorted out.

- natz x-x

Hey, if you need someone to talk to it's probably easier to keep in touch with me through email. So maybe send me a message? I'll get back to you as soon as possible, but on here I usually lose contact with people.

Hey, Thank you so much!

I usually feel like I need help too. If you can't get a professional, then second best is to hunt down some sympathetic friends...there's quite a lot here.

I guess we all feel let down and on the verge of ending our existence at one time or another, but don't go to a hospital! That place is full of death and pain. They'll drug you, put you in a mental ward, but they might not be very helpful psychologically.

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Thanx Hels =]

Yeah i've been talking to my best friend about everything. Ever since i felt like this ive told her about it. But it just doesn't help? I don't know why.

- natz x0x

Im really confused too, Cause alot of people have told me i need to get professional help, But i don't understand how that is gunna help either, I tell my best friend everything, And that doesnt help, So what would a councelor do? Does anybody knows exactly what happens when you get councelling?..

natz x0x

Councelling means talking to someone who will listen to you, and to help you work out your own problems by voicing them, and trying to understand them.

Oh ok. Thanx..

- natz x0x

someone suicided by pills on my bday and their friend yelled at me the entire day bc of that.

that's kinda sad.

but ive been thru worse. if there's anything you want to talk about, anything at all, i can help you feel better by just email.

I used to be depressed but i stopped.

so ya... i was basically a little more depressed than you feel right now. i was only 11. i cant wait till i can leave it behind...all my friends r glad im ok... and im glad they r there. if u need a friend 2 talk 2, u can talk 2 me. no matter how busy i am i never let it get in the way of my friends.

shoujo_star@myway.com

DO NOT OVERDOSE TO GET IT SORTED OUT. Having your stomach pumped is not nice. Having a tube shoved down your throat and having stuff pumped into you to stop pills from killing you is HORRIBLE. If you want help go to a school nurse or councillor or something. If they are really worried about you then they will call your parents to get you referred to a professional (Thats what happened with me, but I didnt expect it though). Do not run the risk of wrecking your liver to get what you want. Dont throw your toys under a bus to get new toys.

Thanx guys, Im going to stay at a friends house tonight, And her mum said she would talk to my dad about it for me. So yeah, Thanx heaps..

- natz x0x