REALiTY iS CRASHiNG TO THE FLOOR

I don't think I've Ever been this confused in my entire life. It's amazing how something can look so good on paper yet be so different in reality. I have come to the conclusion that there is Seriously something wrong with me--either emotionally or simply psychologically. I think I'm beginning to understand more how materialistic things Can't be all that makes you happy. On paper it should look like a lot of things are perfect. And maybe they are. But in my own reality they aren't. I see all the problems and I witness all of them. I don't know what they are or why they are there. But all of these problems are like black clouds that I can't see through and I feel like I'm faking my way through life. Augh! My life is SO messed UP!

This post doesn't really have a point I am aware butl AHH I don't know I think I just need to let my feelings out!

Sometimes Writing Can Bring Out Your True Feelings, At Other Times It Can Bring Out The World Of Imagination, And As You Drift Off Into a World Of The Unknown You Find Your Pen Caught Up In a Life You've Never Lived But Can Relate To In Some Kind Of Way...I Doubt You Have a Mental Problem Hun...I Think Your Just Experimenting In Your Writing And Letting Loose a Little Bit...xoxo-Nikki-xoxo