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Do you cry for a hidden reason?
Are you lonely but don't know why?
Do you cut cause you're bored?
Do you have family problems?

DO THIS:

1. Make a list of Real activities you are in now (piano, art, sports, job, etc)

2. A list of people you care about

3. a list of people that cares about you

4. New people you've talked to within the month

5. What's your schedule, what do you do during the day? (chores etc)

6. List of things you dislike:

Are surprised by how short some of your lists are? I hope you know what to do next

1. piano and violin

2. my family and close friends

3. EVERYONE

4. 1 or 2, haven't been out much

5. computer, chores, music, TV, water plants, sleep, eat

6. I guess random things like rude or snobby people, olives and pickles, BUGS, and so on

1. My Job, Choir, The Church Youth Group, Golf, Dying Friends Hair LOL
2. Mom, Brother, Grandma, All My Close Friends, Ryan, Craig.
3. Mom, Brother, Grandma, All My Close Friends, Ryan.
4. Anna, Jade, Coree, Zach, Cambell, Derek, Brady, Ryan, Bryan, Chase
5. Well If I Have Work, Then Its:
Bring Brother To Baseball, Come Back Home, Get Ready, Watch Music Videos, Go To Work, Work, Work, Laugh With The "Guys" HAHA, Work, Get Off Work, Go Somewhere To Get Something, Come Home, Do Dishes, Do Laundry, Sweep, Bring Brother To Hockey, Clean Up The Living Room, Take A Nap, Eat, Come On The Computer, Sleep.
6. Snakes, Liars, Whores, Being Hurt, Getting Your Hair Dyed And It Looks Like Crap, Being Overweight.

yes this is my stupid and extremely boring life.

Dyeing your friends hair? Lol, sounds fun

1.umm.. nothing realy, schools out no summer job

2.chris and my sis

3.chris, teacher ugh.. she even said so

5. john

6.my life, nightmares,ppl who make fun of me cuz they have nothing better to do, did i say my life?

but thats just who i am and i cant change that.

1. Dance company, singing lessons, guitar lessons

2. My family and all of my friends!

3. My family and all of my friends!

4. This month? Well.. Not really anyone, except for John and Austin

5. Depends on the day. But usually its: Wake up, go to the gym, come home and shower/get ready, go to singing lessons, go to guitar lessons, come home for a little bit, then go to dance company, and then afterwards hang out with my best friend. Yep that's basically every day of my life haha

6. List of things you dislike: wrists and necks, heights, snakes, spiders, sluts, players, etc

hahaha, oh yes dying hair is SO SUPER AWESOME.
lol.
idk why but like 4 of
my friends were like
can you dye my hair?
i was like sure hahaha i
have no life anyways.

I can say yes to only three of the four orginal questoins.

1.Errr... Writing? Do role-play websites count? I should probably say 'A whole lot of nothing.

2. My family, my friends, my teachers, my friend’s friends, my family’s friends, crushe(s), IM buddies

3.: Family, friends, a few teachers (one or two), coach (I think he called child services), IM buddies…

4. People online, dad’s friends?

5. Write, check up on websites, repeatedly surf around websites, maybe watch tv, chat online, eat meals/snacks, stay up late thinking, listen to music, yell at brother… Sleep eat and go to the bathroom… That’s all my constants, unless a friend calls to chat-which happens.

6. When my brother won’t leave me alone, the situation with my parents, when my parents/step parents are stressed, when I’m told some ones missing me, one some one tells me they love me more, when some one tells me to ‘listen to my heart’ even though my hearts too kind and just wants to help others feel better, when some thing does some thing it’s been advertised not to do, when the animal I chose dies (which happens every time I choose one), when people are nasty to everyone, when my brother throws a fit while I’m trying to help him, when my brothers swares even though he’d tell on me if I said even one sware word, when animals beg for food, when my brother steals my food, getting myself food… When I’m called fat because I’m skinny, it’s pointless and makes me think they think I think I’m fat. When I don’t feel like eating even though I’m hungry, when I have to figure out the order of the months, anything that reminds me of my horrible experience in elementary, when Stacy acts like she was never mean to me, when I have a major brain fart in front of by dad…

Lets just say a lot of things.

:) I cry a lot... it's comforting to my soul.

1. art, singing, design, runescape (lol), talking to my friends...

2. (omg... big list... let's sum it up) anyone i've met... whenever they're sad i forget everything and try to comfort them.

3. everyone... those who loved are beloved...

4. a lot of old friends and little kids i sit for/their moms.

5. Normally, school... summer: laze off or be forced to do chores.

6. whenever something goes wrong... I relieve the stress by ranting to my friends (they find it annoying)

The grieving process has had me to cry but working through it. Talking to people. Getting outside. Enjoying nature.

1. winterguard, writing, jogging

2. my parents, caroline, mark, william, jonathan, rebekah, shelby, sampson, james, michelle, denzel

3. my parents, caroline, mark, william

4. brianna, olivia, zeek, lorri, allyson, danielle, rebecca, natalie, lauren, ashley, tina, aaren, candice, alyssa, stasia, kay

5. guard practice, shopping

6. girls who act snobby, the way my brother treats me, guys who play girls, guys who lie about everything, girls who play the guy that you like, people not believing what you say when it's the TRUTH, when someone intentionally does something to make you mad, a secuirty guard who picks on ONLY YOU because you're dressed "in gang clothes"