wow.. so i finally have a problem.

somebody robbed me.
point blank knife to face robbed me.
i was shocked.
didn't know how to react.
took my cell phone and money.
i live alone in a dorm.
no acquaintances, since i'm the anti-social type.
but there are millions of things..
i would have done differently..
if i was just given yesterday back.
i could've reacted.
but what really heated me the most..
was that no matter where i go.
philippines, america..
you see the same kind of people.
the same lifestyle, attitude.
what really forces them to do that?
is it of their own will?
do they lose their conscience?
it pains me to see that
the people i love..
really don't deserve to be loved..
at all.

hey
there's something I don't get.. why do you think that the people you love shouldn't be loved??

x

everyone has done something to wrong one another, some do it for survival, some don't have a reason why, they just do it. any know what else? there is nothing anyone can do to stop it. which is why it's probably better to just give up on it or become some kind of antichrist and scare the living hell out of people to make them leave you alone. -wink wink-.

ahah gypsy... not such a bad idea...

and tine.. you have my girlfriend's name. haha. but the people i love, as in my countrymen.. the people i take pride in, don't really have my love anymore. ^_^ but yeah, it's all okay... whatever, it's their life, and i blame poverty and the government...

No reaction was probably a better idea. If you had reacted violently, you could have been hurt or killed.

I was robbed of my cell phone and quite a bit of money before, and my dance teacher said something that I now realize is very valuable.

They are only material items.

A thief cannot rob you of your soul, your personality, your attitude, your heart... only material items.
In the long run, they are not worth much.

The shock will pass. You will feel anger and loss, but it will be okay.

//T.L.//

thats horriffic!! but its good you can explain what happened!! it must be hard.. but youll pull through!!

shock passed.. yeah.. my professor told me that, too.. now all i feel is anger.. but religion teaches of forgiveness.. oh well, close this post.. thanks.