Is something wrong with me?

Im begging to feel really weird because i've realized something..its about things that make me cry and upset me....A few months ago my gran died and we were really close.
When i was told about it i didnt cry...when i told my friends about it, i didnt cry..when i talk about her with my mum...i dnt cry....
I'll only cry about it when im alone and no one knows...but its not like im scared of crying because i cry about stupid things infront of my friends...i just cant seem to let people see how much my grans death affected me....
Is there something wrong with me???

FallenxFromxGrace

No, it's natural to feel sad about a families death. I mean, My father died when I was 12 and we were very close. After he had died, I cried every night for the past 3 years. I still cry, I mean, time heals everything people say but i know thats not the answer....You just have to take it step by step and find out that they are gone, but its not the end.... you wil meet them again someday. Keep strong, you are loved by others thats what is so good about life..

good luck honey! dont give up on hope!
=) xx

Thanks guys!!! your advice means so much to me!! im glad to know im not alone!!

Luv FallenxFromxGrace

Some people like me also, hide there weaknesses. Your crying whether its on your own or not, your expressing the emotion and thats healthy grieving...

a lot of people do that. i do that whenever i don't wnat people to see me. for me it's an insecurity. i feel as if someone will see my cry, then they'll think that i'm weak. but people cry alone for different reasons.

my grandma died a coulpe years ago and we were really close too. i only cried when i was around my family and at the funeral. other that that i dont cry. but what is crying, is it just tears coming to your eyes or is it sobbing and what not?

tHeRe'S notHiNg wRoNg WitH yOu..
I crY iN frOnt oF mY frIeNdS, aNd i TeLL tHeM thE siLLiesT ReasONs.. bUt the truTH iS, iM crYiNg 'cOz oF sOMetHinG DeePeR iNsiDe..

oNe DaY You'LL moVe oN.. So DonT wOrrY..

When My Grandpa Died,
I Automatically Went Into Zombie Mode
I Didn't Cry Until Me And My Cousins
Were Standing Outside Of The Funeral Home
And We Looked At Each Other And Realized What
We All Just Went Through. I Was Closer To My
Grandma And Grandpa Than ANYONE Else In My Family,
He Meant Everything To Me, He Loved Me
He Never Judged Me He Never Told Me What
Was Wrong With Me, Instead,
He Loved Me, He Accepted Me, He Told Me How Truly Beautiful He Thought I Was, He Read Me Stories, He Taught Me Things,
He Just Loved Me Like No One Ever Had.

I Held It All In For The Longest Time,
And Believe Me, It Is NOT Worth It.
I Just Snapped One Day, I Flipped Out On Everyone
I Gave Up On God And Church And Faith.

And Then Eventually I Started Talking To My Mom
And I Told Her How Much I Need Her And How
I Wasn't Coping With His Death At All And
I Got Better.
I Will Never Not Miss Him.

nothings wrong.. i feel that way too.. the only difference is.. i never cry in front of anyone.. i cry when im alone.. i dunno.. maybe its because.. i dont want anyone else to see how weak a person i am.. hiding behind smiles..

nothings wrong don't worry lot's of people are like that...i can be like that sometimes depending on what happened

no my nan died when i was two but i love her to bits yet i can't remember her. i cry myself to sleep but no one knows how i feel, but you should tell at least one person how you feel before it destroys you