Ughhhh, guys I seriously NEED some help. Not kidding. Please??!?

Okay, I'm Morgan. Fourteen years old. I model for an agency and yesterday I got my measurments taken again. I've lost and inch and a half off my waist, and an inch off my hips. I still look fine... but then my trainer told me that I've lost a little over fifteen pounds.

I don't think I have an ED or anything but I do think something's wrong. I haven't changed my eating habbits but, just like everyone I try to watch my weight.

Another thing is that whenever I see my boyfriend I eat with him. [[Most of the time.]] We have been dating for almost fourteen months now, so I really shouldn't have a problem eating with him. But I do. I get soooooo nevous and all of a sudden feel like a pig, so I go in the bathroom and throwup. Usualy before and after we eat. He knows about this, and thinks that I'm making it too much of a deal. My mom knows too, and she's EXTREAMLY woried about me. Everyone has noticed that I've lost weight. And all of them say that I don't look anorexic... just skinny. And that's fine with me!!! I mean who dosen't want to be skinny??? I'm proud of the weight that I've lost. I don't want to weigh a ton...

But another part of me thinks that I could develope an ED. Am I right???

Help please? From anyone at all. Should I go to the doctor or just let it pass???

--Morganx3Jay

If you are concerned enought to ask people on the internet then you should be concerned enough to go and see your doctor.

It never hurts to get a check up when you even start to suspect that something could be wrong.

I cannot nor will I give you medical advice to take the place of your physician and anyone who even attempts to without a medical degree can be looking for trouble.

Go see your doc. and so what if he says your are fine, at least then you can stop fretting and start enjoying life once again.

--Sher

amen

honey...

you already have an eating disorder. if you get nervous and throw up before and after you eat, thats bulimia. talk to your doctor, because this needs to stop. you're fourteen years old and still growing and you need food and excersise but not too much or too little of either one. if your modeling agency is there for you then thats fantastic, but if they tell you that you still need to lose weight or get rid of "fat" then you should drop them like a hot potato!

PM me if you ever need someone to talk to or if youre just angry and wanna cuss me out for being too much out there... i wont have a problem with it.

Allanah

i also don't eat with any of my friends, or my gf. i do tho eat with my family. but when im with my family i can just eat and not have any of that coming into my thoughts.

i don't eat with my friends and gf cause i feel that when i eat i look ugly, that yes i am a pig. so wat i do is just not eat when i am with my friends. maybe an apple, but thats all.

i am skinny, but i can eat a tonne and put on nothing in wieght. lucky or unlucky? all my friends say i should eat more. my nickname is stick insect. well thats wat they say to me so they tell me that they know that i am not eating when i really should be.

so don't worry just be you. don't throw up tho. not good. can make you someone you really are not.

david