Mixed emotions and strange feelings.

Nothing's wrong with you, you just get worried about stuff too easily, just make yourself get to school, make yourself talk to that guy,the only thing holding you back is the fear of things getting worse, the only way things are going to get better is if you just feel the fear and do it anyway
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yeh same thing happened to me i got sick last year and was away for just over 3 months and when i was better and it was time to go back to school i didn't want to and couldn't handle it. so a lot of the time i would just turn up for an hour and then go home or just would not turn up at all. but yeh my school counsellor decided that i would go in stages. so i would go everyday but only for an hour or two and then the next week for half the day and the week after the whole day. but really i suppose i sort of had a fear of going since i had been away a long time. but once i got back into the flow of things i found i didn't need to go in stages anymore and after the first week and a half i just went full time. because you have missed school for a while you have just gotton out of the habit of going and there is probably some fear around it. just go for a little while and before you know it you will be used to it once more and everything will be back to normal.

all i have to say is, get back to school as soon as possible.

1. make up work will be hell the long you wait
2. you need your friends back. just go back and sort things out.
3. find ways to make you sleep. i usually need music to get me to sleep. so try that. like turn the radio volume down to a comfortable level. music drowns out my mind when its racing 100 mph. and no i dont listen to the classical to fall asleep. i listen to things like nickelback. and for some odd reason simple plan makes me wanna sleep. i useda listen to it all the time before i went to bed, and now when i listen to it...im just sorta spaced and relaxed. odd.