It's his birthday yet I can't celebrate it with him

Today had to be the 1st worst day in my life. And when I mean worse, crying the whole day for two people, and just couldn't get myself to do anything. I was sent to the office because the teachers never saw me like this. NEVER saw me act like I have today.

It's my cousin's 21st birthday today, and he's sitting somewhere else then here where he could be happy celebrating his bday with me and his grandma. And today was also my boyfriends birthday and hes in JDC (getting out tomorrow) for some crap he did months ago.

I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't know what to do to get me in a better place, something to think about other then having the two people I love to death not here celebrating their birthday with me.

Today was just the worst day in my life. Do you guys have soemthing I can think about other then my cousin and boyfriend missing their birthday?

I know how had that must be not to get to see them. My Uncle is in prison and he had to spend his brithday there and won't get out before my birthday and its sad. But I always look to God when I odnt know what to do. He helps me and loves me and you too!

My grandma already sent Ryan his b-day card.

Along with mine too.

And Tyler is getting out today at 3PM and I'll be able to talk to him for now on except when hes at day treatment. He's having a party on Saturday and so is my cousin's birthday party too.

That's sad. But they got your card and know that you are thinking of them. You did the most you could Hun.

Think about when they are coming back instead!

Author: Italian Stallion [mod]
date: 2007.04.04 14:41

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Bump due to spam.

Wat does that mean?

It means that someone spammed the board with those

guess whats back!!!!!

threads in all of the forums and all the important threads go to the back, so he was nice and bumped them up for us (:

Oh..

Then he bumped this up for me so ppl would read it.

"Think about when they are coming back instead!"

Yeah