I hate myself

Idk if you read my other post a while ago but......i said tht my friend liked the same guy i did. well..i told my friend i didnt like him anymore, becuz i wanted her to have him. plus im too shy to talk to him or anything, cuz i was too afraid of rejection.
..but she asked him out today and he said yes, and now im relaly sad. i jus wanna walk into a busy road and get hit by a car. i still like him, and it hurts to know tht i never did anything about it cuz i was scared, tht my heart would get broken again. i hate myself.

Aww hun, thats got to hurt =[
theres really nothing you can do right now, just know that one day you will find the right guy who loves you for who you are.
I understand how you feel, it really sucks dont it?
You have to know that life goes on, and even though it hurts, better things will come along, better people. we all have to find our place in life, and i'm sure yours will be a lot better than mine.
xxx

Yes. It really hurts. All I ever have been is rejected. I should be used to it, but I dont think you ever can.

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i feel for you, i really do.
One day you'll fine someone, i swear, but you cant let people get you down. The only reason everyone else is so fucking horrible is that they're so insecure themselves, but i bet there are people who do value you, but they're never the ones you expect...
To the world you may just be one person, but to one person, you may just be the world
xxxx

Im not sure that person will ever find me.
And if they do, they wont be the ones I want to be here. I used to be so open to people, and i used to take chances.....then he lied to me when he said he loved me. And he really hurt me. So now I dont let anyone in. I want to, but I cant.

Its tough. it takes time. but eventually you'll be able to.
When that person says it and means it, then you'll be able to let people in again.
Love is a big thing.
Most people dont even know what it is when they say it, just wait, appreciate what you have, right now, the rest will follow
xxx

Omg, i know everything that you feel
its hard
i dont know if i can advise you cuz i still need to advise myself...

You told him you didn't like him anymore so what right have you to be upset that he moved on? you shouldn't have lied to him if you weren't capable of dealing with the consequences. and you just want to get hit by a car? how mature. life is a wonderful thing and in time you wont understand why this bothered you so much. but as for wishing to get hit by a car thats pathetic and attention seeking. If you REALLY felt this way then you would have already walked into traffic instead of throwing a pity party for yourself on the internet. as for hating yourself, if you hate yourself then everyone else will to. love yourself and others will to.

You can't expect anyone else to love you until you learn to love yourself. You're young and still growing- so accept that you are who you are and you're going to be whoever you are going to be; love yourself for it and petty little relationships won't seem so dramatic anymore.

We've all been in your shoes, and trust me, it does get easier.

I no how you feel it happened to me
sorry babe :(

I went through 7months of hell with it an me an my bets friends relationship was never the same.
xx
Pm me if u needa tlk :)
x

>contradicting thoughts
im a teenager, we dont all want attention, we just want someone to talk to because we feel so shi**y, maybe it is just hormones and stuff, but it still hurts. With me, maybe its a bit different, but i used to come on here with little problems like this and it really helped me, for a while anyway. instead of trivialising what can feel like depression for some people, cant we try and understand each other, even if their problems are nothing in comparison to our own. Because if we dont start getting over stuff like this when were young, it can lead on to other, way worse stuff, trust me, i should know.

I didnt tell HIM tht i didnt like him........i told HER.

And I know this isnt a bid issue......and its jus a part of life, but it still hurts. And its jus an additon to everything else tht has been going wrong. Other stuff much more intense then this. It still hurts.

The same rules still apply then...you told her you didn't like him..so she went for it. what did you expect her to do, say the same thing? people don't work that way. if you hadn't lied about your feelings to her, she may not have acted upon HER feelings. really, you just dug yourself a hole by saying you no longer felt anything for him.

But it didnt really matter tht i liked him, cuz i wasnt ever gonna make a move or anything. Yeah you are rite though.

I agree with FallenGrace, it makes me so mad that people try to be-little someones problems, telling them their just being "immature" or its just because they want attention, my mother has done this to me all my life and I've hated it because it isn't true, I mean seriously guys, we've all been through this kind of thing, and we should know what its like to have feelings of hopelessness and rejection, exspeially those of us who are NOT teenagers. Was it because you wanted attention? Maybe for some, but certainly not all of us, most of the teens in this world just want someone to be there and listen without harsh critizisim...I know its all I want and I'm a teenager.
I know how you feel Invisible, and its not pleasent, neither does it go away right away but things will get better in time, I know it may not feel like it ever could right now, but trust me it does.
Someday you'll meet your husband-to-be and when you do he's the one who's going to look into your eyes with unconditional love and tell you how he feels about you.
Guy's can be stupid, but I still have a little Faith left to believe that there are some good ones out there, its just finding them.