Never again

by Love vs Fate   Mar 11, 2008


Never again will i hear her words,
the words that a son longs for.
the words that a son needs to hear.

i never got to hear those words i love you son.
my mother was never there for me when i needed her.
she didn't care, she only cared about her men.

i was nothing to her when i was a baby.
she didn't feed me,
she didn't care for me.
she was nothing to me.

now I'm 17 and almost out on my own.
I'm living in the middle of Nebraska with a family who
loves me.
my aunt and uncle took me in at age 7.
it was the greatest thing that could have happened to me.

my dad was an alcoholic at the time and also an
abuser. i was scared and little and wanted to be protected.
i asked god to keep me safe and send me a sign that someone would take me in.

I've lived here with my aunt and uncle for 10 years.
the best years of my life.
I'm surrounded by friends and people who love me.

thank you everyone for being there for me when i needed you the most. and mom, I'm sorry you didn't give me a chance to be your son.

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  • 15 years ago

    by ForsakenBeautyXx

    This is a sad poem :( But I know you put all your words and feelings into it. To be abandoned by the ones that are supposed to love you most is a terrible tragedy. Im glad you got through it and are surronded by the ones that love you most
    5/5

  • 15 years ago

    by Strange and Beautiful

    This was a very good poem. I love your poems, you write with emotion and sometimes only using a few words.

    You get your point out in such a great way.
    No matter what happens keep your faith! God does everything in his own time and I'm sure you realized that.

    Take care <3
    :)

  • 16 years ago

    by LiZz

    WOW!!!! very touching...great poem!!! 5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by Twisted Mind Broken Soul

    OMG... My mom is an alcoholic and she lost all her parental rights to me & my lil sister... She choose drugs and a man over "Us" My dad was in prison until I was 14 yrs old and I'm now 17 he use to be an alcoholic I tried living with him but he would hit me and everything so I couldn't take it. But this poem is so amazing....To top all that off my mom is a stripper and I just can't take her shit anymore 5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by Hollywood

    Wow we have alot in commen my mother is a druggie and a prostitute too and alot more but she always beat me she never told me she loved me she only told my two sisters she loved them and she never layed a hand on them, my dad i love with all my heart and my step mom and my 2 step sisters but ya this was a great piece i loved it..and it was so honest and sad!

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