The only one i thought i knew..

Trying to stop the fight, I
told you I was giving up..
forgetting all we had, and
never looking back. Knowing
in my heart that none of
that was true.

I walked away broken,
dreaming that maybe
one day things would be
better, but thinking that
this would be one of my
dreams that wouldn't come
true.

Don't tell me what we had
is fully gone. I can't take
this, not here, not now.
The shattered pieces inside
me just keep breaking and
stabbing me more.

The bond we shared has
been torn apart. The pieces
scattered in so many places,
that even if we wanted to,
we couldn't find them.

And if we ever did, putting
them back together would
be nearly impossible. What
went wrong won't be erased,
but the part that hurts the most
is that neither will all that
used to be right.

I want to thank you for the
best year of my life, and
always being the one I could
count on. I never meant to
hurt you, but I obviously
did. I'm sorry for what I did,
but thankful for all we did..
together.

We both changed, and found
new lives. You, my sister at heart,
I don't even recognize. I refuse
to be with who you are now.

Missing you won't change you
back. I'll remember what we
had, and dream of what we
could be as we continue to
drift farther and farther apart..
until eventually..we will forget
each other forever.

I guess I'm just trying to tell you
goodbye in the only way I know
how. I loved you girl.