Depression

Every night i want to die
i hide my tears:i do not cry
i wear my makeup as a mask
to cover the questions i cannot ask
every day i hurt because of my sorrow
every night i pray there's no tomorrow
the only smile i have is fake
being born was my worst mistake
i lie to people every day
when i tell them everything's ok
i feel all messed up in the head
and i wish more than anything i were dead