You dont know me

I'm sitting on the plane

Ready to cut a vain

Cause you don't see

The true fullness of my pain

I wish say it

And put it all away

But to my dismay

I just feel like I'm on display

You say you know everything

There is to know

But truth is you know nothing

So I cant be your show

You see the outside

But not the in

The deepness of my heart

And how the pain all began

On the outside

You see a smile

But on the inside

You will find that I'm not worthwhile

I'm not worth it

Cause I cant feel

I'm just a piece of shit

It's so unreal

I wish I could tell you

Tell you everything

But I cant so Ill just die

Cause it is my time to fly