A tribute of Honesty

Through that road you simply travel
Leaving me here, thoughts to unravel
Feelings to process and people to love
Remote and destitute, you look up
To her, it seems as though I'm jealous
In a way to speak of every truth
I guess I let you down, to feel this way

My rock, everything I want to be
To guide someone else as you guided me
I'm afraid to lose you, all of this
An odd tribute, explaining my acts
I'm ungrateful and greedy, regretting her
She threatens me, I'm scared you'll go
In the oddest way, I am truly jealous

I want to be there for you as she is
I wish you felt for me those feelings
I long for you to tell me, talk to me
I want to be what she is to you, for you