Another cold night

Its one of those nights where im actually thinking
wts life and why am i here?

why do i feel a stab of pity for myself
when i think of him?

wheres all the happiness gone just in one click?
seems tears being my best friend since you left

all laughters, smiles and fun has been snatched away
just thinking how a single person change our whole life

its not the time to blame time but to put permanent end to this misery....

who says fate decides everything???????
here im with the gun full of bullets...

time for some blood on the floor
time for being numb...and yeh then never wakeup

there wont be another cold night after this
as im going far away ....dont chase me...because u cant