God plz help me not a poem just something i had to let out

God what do I do I just lost the girl I love so much how could I be so stupid to do what I did to hurt her like that what was I thinking oh wait I was not thinking I was just well I was a a@@hole and now I have lost her for good God this hurts so bad I don't know what to do all I know is I broke her heart and in turn now mine is in Little pieces on the floor and I don't know if it can ever be whole again with out her in my life.

I am so sorry for what I did but sorry don't mean anything anymore the pain has been caused and can never be undone I know I really f@cked up so bad it hurts me so much to know I caused her so much pain that I can never take back never.

I just wish she would and could see just how much I really do love her and make her see that I am truly sorry for the way I acted but I don't think I can she is done and over with me and that hurts me to the core.

All I can say is I am sorry and I will do anything to get her back.

Babe I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL