I wish you had the answer for me.
I wish you could just be honest and tell me what is going on.
You are slowly tearing me apart.
I feel like you are not attracted to me, but unfortunately, you have my whole heart.
I want to have you in my life.
I want to continue to talk to you every day.
I want to feel like you care about me.
Although,unfortunately, it does not always work that way.
I want you to be my best friend.
I want you to be able to run to me when you are in need.
I want you to know that I am always by your side.
Even if it will mean taking me for a long, bumpy ride.
I love you, I really do.
This has been proven in so many ways.
However, I feel like you do not comprehend.
I feel like you just want my love for you to come to an end.
I wish I did not love you.
I really wish I could let this all go.
I wish I could just accept you as my friend.
However every time I see you I feel like I am a step closer to falling in the deep end.
My heart slowly begins to tear.
As I fall harder, each and every day.
They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
So I just keep telling this to myself so I don't have to suffer any longer.
