Thoughts

Depression has me constantly contemplating suicide
Thoughts of death forever playing through my mind
My inner voice next topic is always death guess Ima die young
I wonder how it will end, hit by a stray slug
As I lie on the ground grasping for air cause of a punctured lung
Or maybe some sort of illness
As I lay on my death bed, getting religious
repenting for my sins praying for forgiveness
God, Satan
Good, Evil
heaven, Hell
Thoughts that flood my brain
Life after death, Eternal life or do we enter the casket to never wake up again
Is it our self-consciousness that causes us to think so much out the "box"
When she comes to get me, maybe she will have the answers to my thoughts
Life is a struggle with an inevitable finish
Will I just decompose inside my coffin or am I really a divine sprit