My feelings for her are still evident
She occasionally appears in my dreams
Even in the ones that are irrelevant
During the day I try not to think of her
At night she consumes my thoughts
Reminded of the wounds from battles fought
My hearts forever impaired
From replaying days we've shared
Damage beyond being repaired
Her beauty cast a shadow around me as I sleep
Which peers into my soul when I feel weak
The image of her keeps me going
When god has nothing good worth showing
The blood in my veins cease from flowing
Pictures of her still leave me breathless
I'm not sure what I can do to help this
The lack of blood and oxygen to my mind
Made me realize I'm gone from her life
But she's not gone from mine
