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by GorqeousDisaster Dec 1, 2010
Sadness, depression /
Deep inside i broke.
The tears just felt so right.
I didn't want an are you OK?
I refused to hear an are you alright?
I just needed to escape, my tears just needed
to fall, i had to get this out, its hard not to feel small.
I needed to cry it out, and bleed it down the drain.
Find a small bit of hope while bleeding out a vein.
I no longer care that your here to see the breaking point
inside of me, how i was so helpless and how i had fall.
Back to the start no help at all.
This is hard to admit, i needed you as bad as i did.
I didn't want to love you, even tho its hard to admit.
I wanted a reason to hate you, but you gave me none.
I feel so right in your arms, Its there i want to run.
I wish that i could explain to you, why I'm giving up.
Other than I'm tired, Ive just had enough.
Theres something deep inside of me, That Just gave up hope.
I want to fall in to the ocean, my luck i would float.
These cuts are just tallies, to mark what Ive been threw.
Until i finally get the chance, to finally cut threw.
To sink this pretty razor blade, into magic blue
Veins that run red. To finally say forget it, I'm done
Enough said. I dint want to look back,
I no longer even care, Theres no point to
Move on, When your future ensures no ones there.
And all the things that made sense to me,
Aren't adding up, I guess the strong girl,
Turned out not to be so tough. But what shes been trying to
Say, was there isn't much time,
I just wanted to hold you,
One last little time, I didn't mean to lie to you,
It wasn't quite fair, When you asked me on your life,
I just couldn't swore, Deep inside of me,
I only swore on my own, Hopefully theres a place
for me, to call my eternal home.
I didn't want you to see me cry,
Even though these tears were for you.
I'm sorry for the things i had to put you threw.
And all of my mistakes, only keep adding up.
I didnt have much time, I wish i could have
Said, your were mine.
And as i started thinking, Six feet isn't so deep.
Pushing daises, Right beneath your feet.
So much has went unsaid, and things ill never
get to see, but just know i wanted to free.