A Simple Prayer

Countless nights I go to sleep feeling sorry.
Wondering why I am this way, is it destiny?
My mind mean right, but I stay on the left.
Like nothing left to do but smile and except.
Except the fact that I am this way.
Like Judah I feel like I can't betray
My God, So I work hard and strive for perfection.
No such thing, we're all born sinners in Eve's reflection.
Like Déjà vu , it feels like my life's already written out.
And at night I Cry "God what am I about?"
Wondering what his plans are for me.
"Seek and you shall find, Knock and I shall open" silly.
Well I'm knocking at your door Lord, can you hear me?
But when He opens the door, I take one step forward and two steps back, Gee!
I wonder when I'll let him take over and make a sacrifice,
To let him take control over this horrid life.
Cause' I can't do it alone, No I can't do it alone.
It's Facebook this, Eat that, and talk on the phone.
No time for God, he who gave me my life.
But got time for the world who would stab me with a knife.