Our anniversary, the first date, your charm, me always being late. The thing's i miss about our love, wishing praying to someone above. I hate her for all that she has but im hoping one day that this will pass. That girly giggle i would scream now it is her that's how it would seem.
Our son has you eyes, lips and mouth but i know you don't care, that i have no doubt.
At least in the end he is my saviour but that doesnt change my heart breaking behaviour.
while she carries your child and not just your kid they will experiance the things that we never did. I wont punish him for all that you have done instead i will raise him i will be proud of our son. I close my eyes and think of us and all i feel is this heart wrenching lust. i feel it in my chest my fingers and toes, i feel it so much the tears role down my nose. i can not put this feeling into words but im praying my actions will be heard. i will leave you be if i must but my heart will stay open and gather the dust.
