My Thoughts Again

by Ndanileka   May 23, 2012

I live outside the box
My mind is a paradox
Contradicting thoughts
I am an atheist and religionist
Am I open minded or a hypocrite
I embrace life and at times I'm sick of it
Procrastinating while day dreaming of the things I can't afford
Insomnia, warped humour and depression my mind is a mental ward
Life is like bungee jumping without the cord
Free falling as they cut your umbilical cord
A plummet into a 6 feet deep crater
As these thoughts keep me up at night
Ironic how depression inspires me to write
It seems I am wasting my time on trivial things
It scares me to think a human goal is wedding ring
In the pursuit of enlightenment
Curiosity is my punishment
Sometimes I feel like I am a free spirit
Trapped inside a depressed man
I want to end his life and free my soul


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  • 5 years ago

    by Silent Girl

    5/5 i love this poem i can relate a lot to :)

  • 6 years ago

    by Solace

    I absolutely love this piece. So much that I've read it multiple times. It had my attention up to the very last line. Wonderful.

  • 6 years ago

    by Silent Girl

    I can really relate to this poem a lot i know how you feel very touching i feel your pain and hurt i can picture your poem in my head it's kind like how i feel very deep and sad poem i feel depressed everyday i feel so alone :( 5/5

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