I struggle every day to
forget what happened.
Yet my heart yearns to remember
everything about you.
I want it all to be a dream.
I want the power to turn back the clock,
turn back the day,
turn back the place,
turn back to where you and I are
laughing, loving, living!
All I feel right now is
my heart, beating,
but it is very weak.
It wants to "stop" and
join you.
...Why did you leave me like this?
I'm so alone.
...The stillness of your chest,
the coldness of your lips.
My tears running down like daggers
of rain.
Without you here, I struggle
every day.