I Can't...

I can't take this anymore.
It hurts so much.
This ache in my heart,
Thrives at the loss of your touch.

I can't pretend like nothing's wrong,
When nothing feels right.
This world of pain and suffering,
Is dark, without a glimpse of light.

I can't be who you want me to be.
I am who I am.
This chick isn't changing for anyone.
If you cared, you wouldn't give a damn.

I can't do this anymore.
I'm dying inside.
My heart feels like it's on fire.
With no water in sight.

I can't live this way.
Thoughts of suicide enter my mind.
It's not that I want to die,
This pain has left me blind.

I can't feel anything.
My body is going numb.
I try to feel again,
But the feelings never come.

I can't do it.
You expect too much of me.
When will you realize,
That pain won't set me free.

I can't stay haunted day and night,
The thoughts won't leave.
Cutting takes it away for the moment,
Causing me to wear these long sleeves.

I can't take this anymore.
Will you save me?
I'm losing grip on reality.
Will you ever see?