Every night i can't sleep, i miss you and you are gone forever. i tell myself that i will be better off with out you. but i am lying even though you broke my heart and yelled at me. you left me here alone with the last words you told me still stuck in my head. i told myself that if what you said was true that i should kill myself and that i will never see you again. than that is what ill do. i left a note on your side of the bed. the note explains how much you really hurt me. i have a gun to my head now and standing on the edge of a tall tower now. i pull the trigger with hope that it will be quick and painless. unlike our relationship that was short and full of pain. i hope that you will be happy when you hear what i did on the news and that you will get my letter. my last words.
