Kill me fast, or kill me slow
I grab your gun
Put it to my face
"Do it, do it!!!"
"You hate so, I hate this life"
"I want to die, you want me dead!!!"
(Click, click, bing, bing)
I lay, i lay, happily, I don't live to see another day
This pain will forever go away.
I like how you presented the story it was really creative although I have to say don't do it! If this is an expression of how you feel right now, sit still and hold on to your pen and just write your heart out. In this way, your story is made alive in poems and I'm sure seeing how beautifully written they are you have another reason to live. :-)