Thats what makes me!

I use to cry every night
I use to feel so alone
I coverd my ears so i could not hear them
They would laugh at me and called me names
I hated to leave my room because at home nothing was different
A hateful b#### was what i was called she would call me other names and hit me sometimes
She made my life terrible
I tried taking my life a handful of times
But some how im still here
These are the blocks witch mold me
But some day i will fall
My mind is a mess nevertheless i am still here for the moment