I’ve finally found the clarity that I’ve needed for so many years;
And it goes deeper than just my
Relationship with you.
I’ve spent the last two months talking through and coming to an understanding of what happened
And that has brought so many things about my life to light.
From the emotional abuse and
Manipulation by you-
To all the other abuse and things that have happened to me
I finally understand why I’ve done the things I’ve done and have
Thought the way I think.
With this understanding I can now go from here-
Changing how I think to a healthier
Style in a more clear mindset.
When you asked me what I wanted from you years ago,
I didn’t know then.
But now I realize that I finally got it:
This goes deep and abuse of any kind is a terrible thing with manipulation on top of it. Sadly we allow it to happen allow them to control our well being. Seeking help is a step forward and hopefully no turning back. All the best to you