It is raining & my rainbow never came

by Lover of Mind23   Jan 7, 2018


*True story*

I remember when I first saw you
Nothing too it I looked right passed you
No second thoughts about you
Until I saw you again weeks later
Have a conversation
Of sparks flying from my heart too his
That sparkle in his eye
I can still remember it
It could’ve brighten up the nights sky
I looked away
And smiled with relief
He can see me
I thought!
He can really see!!
See me for who I am
And not who I portray to be
After that I couldn’t stay away from him
Obsessed with even the thought of him
See I have never met
Loves face before
Until this
Sad to say I was in that love boat alone
Blinded by what I thought he was
Him trying to change me
In too what he had
I went alone with it
I got cut at
Tailored until I was
Unrecognizable to myself
I smiled
And said I’m compromising
But I loved that man , I thought
And I still do ,
No longer together
I had to moved on
But on the fourth year on trying to forget YOU..
It’s hurts to say but I don’t want too
See ..my worst fear is coming true
I can’t seem to let you go
Now I’m with someone else
That treats me way better
My feelings for him are mild
I’m warming up , I tell myself
But I should be on fire by now
Yea but just take your time ——
Ok, but it’s been a few months
How much time do you need?
I don’t need time , I need closer , I SCREAM!
See I have gotten open HEART SURGERY
But I wasn’t closed up PROPERLY!
I still have all of these scars ..SEE!
And its STILL raining NO..its POURINGG
And I see no rainbow in sight
Just lost & regret for what I thought love should be..

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  • 6 years ago

    by Dagmar Wilson

    A very sad but so very real. People should love us for who we are there is no reason to pretend. Sadly sometimes relationships end but the feelings are still there. Closure that's what you need. That new person in your life if he treats you with respect cares for you and truly wants to be with you then think about it. You can learn to love someone from the bottom of your heart. It may not be as exciting but he may turn out to be a keeper. I speak from my own personal experience. All the best to you

    • 6 years ago

      by Lover of Mind23

      Thank you so much ! I really needed to hear that, you are giving me hope forreal.

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