Were suffering.. from fake love, the people who are fake friends, the people who hate us, the people who bullied us.. why do they want us dead? why do they want us to die? why do they want us to end your self's? here's why.. People get jealous.. People have useless soul's people have pathetic hearts, the always break them when your in their way.. they tested me.. and tried to bully me.. I was suffering.. people didn't want me alive.. when I was 9.. I decided to do suicide, I grabbed the knife.. to my chest.. and started crying, I didn't want to live.. but I was wondering about my future.. I would have a better life.. I might.. as well not do it.. but my mom came home and called the school.. I was upset I didn't want to go..
But.. she called a hospital.
I was new..
Quite..
Depressed..
Uncaring..
i WANTED to be INVISABLE..
but.. that never happend..
I started taking pills..
That never helped me..
They were little..
And pathetic..
They never helped me..
I would always fake being happy..
I would always say im fine..
when..
