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by Faye Apr 14, 2018
Life, society /
You try to take a deep breath, but your lungs will not inflate
You think to yourself, "Have I waited too late?"
You try to move, but you are immobilized from the chest pain
You wonder if it is real or have you gone insane
You finally decide to go to the hospital for some relief
You watch as the doctors shake their heads in disbelief
They tell you that you look too healthy to be here
They don't understand why you have so much unexplained fear
You try to relax and think positively, but your mind will not let you
You think to yourself, "If these tests don't come back normal, what will I do?"
The doctor comes in and tells you that you are okay
You are so happy that you do not know what to say
But then your mind shifts to a future of uncertainty
You try to re-focus and say for right now, I will try to be happy
by Em (marmite)
And sometimes trying to be happy, painting on that smile is all that will help us some days and other days we really are OK....