Focus, squeeze, release

I'm trying to get my head around this...but I realize this is the
feelings or the stormy emotion of loss, trying to forget and at the same
time remembering all that was...take care

One round for departed friends and comrades

One round for our friends still fighting.

One round to quash all you have seen.

These are drinks.

The one round chambered. It's the final bullet for self.

Be taken? or keep one round in your magazine for self