What I Fear ®

I fear the not knowing,
I fear of you going.
I fear that you're in pain.
I fear of never feeling the same.
I fear getting this monster in me.
I fear that your spirit longs to be free.
I fear wanting to have you longer.
I fear that you can't be stronger.
I fear that all I will have left is hope.
I fear I will not be able to cope.
I fear not talking to you everyday.
I fear the thought of seeing you that way.
I fear what this disease has done.
I fear the day that will be "the one."
I fear not keeping you close to my heart.
I fear that the end may also be the start.
This is WHAT I FEAR...

-For my dear mother...may her battle continue and win against this monster inside of HER!!