Daddys Little Girl Gone

That Pretty Little Girl
In The Picture You See
Is All I Once Was
And What Ill Never Be

All Those Happy Photos
Of A Little Girl With A Smile
Are Things That Don't Last
Memories That Aren't Worth The Mile

Forever But Never
Iv Thought About Life
While It All Flashed Before Me
I Longingly Held That Knife

But Here it All Goes
All My Anger And Hate Out
Finally Time To Write All This
And Say What Its All About

Ill Start With My Dad
I Never Thought There Was Much To Say
Well As It All Turns Out
Theres More Than Enough There Today

I Was Always His Little Girl
His Little Princess OF The World
But Looking At All The Family Photos
He Was Never Really In My World

Every Second Weekend
He'd Pick Me and My Brothers Up
Take Us For Two Days Or Three
But Now I Think,It Actually Sucked

I Hated All His Friends
Smoking Pot All The Time
But I Thought He Wouldn't Do That
Not My Daddy,Never Mine

Well As It All Turns Out
I Found Out When I Was Ten
He Wasn't Any Different From His Friends
He Was Just Like All Of Them

But I Thought i Could Deal
That It Didn't Hurt Anyone
Well Now I Know The Truth
He Actually Hurt My Mum

He Walked Out When I Was Young
Chose Pot Over His Family
My Mum Gave Him That Choice
And He Walked Out On Me

And Now That I'm Older
Filled With So Much Hate
Still Has My brothers All The Time
But For Me Its Way Too Late

the Day My Mummy Told Him
I Was Raped BY A Trusting Friend
First He Blamed ME For It
And That Pain Will Never Mend

Then He Blamed My Mummy
Said It Was All Her Fault
Even When He Said He Was Sorry
I Closed It All Like A Vault

I Still Love Him
But My Brothers DO More
But On Daddy's Little Princess
I Then Closed The Door

So Thats My Dad Done
i Don't Have Much To Say
Because I Think I Started Hating Him
After What He Said That Day

And Then Theres My Mum
Shes Always Been There
Even If At Some Times
I Didn't Think She Actually Cared

We Never Really Hugged
But We Always Shared Allot
She Was Always There
When I Was Losing The Plot

She Forgave Me For My Mistakes
And Told Me I Was Strong
When Everyone Else Finally Gave Up
She Stayed There All Along

She Always Struggled For Us
And Made Us A Good Life
Made Sure We Were Loved
And Kept Me From That Knife

Sometimes Id Get So Angry
Thinking She Actually Hated Me
But As It All Turns Out
Shes The Only One Who Loved Me

But When I Was Little
Shed Tuck Me In Bed
Tell me She Loved Me
And Kiss My little Head

Not Like My Dad
Who Wasn't Really Around
A Single Mum Doing It Alone
A Rare Species To Be Found

She Never Gave Up
And Thats What I Can Say
For Shes My Best Friend
Who Just Never Walked Away

My Brothers Are Loyal
Their Just Like My Mum
I Suppose We Get Along
But There Is Just One

Corey Is Pretty Secret
I Just Don't Get Him Most Days
He Always Has Something To Do
Or Something Horrible To Say

But He Does It To Push
So Ill be All I Can Be
I Suppose Its Tough Love
Which Only NOW See

But Just Like My Mum
He Was Always There
When Everything Got Worst
He Really Showed Me He Cared

So I Suppose Thats My life
And All Thats Inside
The Love For My Mum
And My Hate For Dad I Hide

But I Have What It Counts
My Brothers And My Mum
And I'm Sure I Can Live
Without The Other One

I Know Ill Still Love Him
Even If Hates There Too
But Trouble Really Shows
Who Will Help You Through

So I Love You My Mum
And MY Brothers Too
And Well Dad I Suppose
I Kinda Do Love You..

I Recently Realized I Hated My Dad..Even Though I Think Deep Down Iv Always Resented Him..For Walking Out..Blaming Me When I Was Raped Then Blaming My Mum..And In All Just not Being There When I Needed Him..Just Like Allot Of Teenagers..My dad Wasn't There For Sports Days,Or School Carnivals Or Plays/shows..Rang the Day After my Bday And Came In and Out Of MY Life When He felt Like It..So This Is All My built Up Frustration To Him From Allot Of Years.But I have The Best Mum In The World And The Best brothers So they Make Up For It All..Comments or Votes Would Be Great