I'm searching an endless search searching for something to bring me peace a time of release
but how can that be when I'm the one falling and no one can see even if they could would the understand and actually see whats tearing me apart breaking me away and shattering my happiness not that i had much left its weary and cold, tired and there is none left to hold down the drain i fall while I'm screaming can anyone hear this is what i fear i dream of this of that day when i scream and its useless when i fall into nothingness is there such a place where i must face like this is this really where i am going or is it only where i want to go am i making up this oblivion of mine when i search in time for the answers Ive searched for so long the answers are hiding from me making me search but its no use Ive been searching and yet they still hide and to u i confide in this poem i write when we've all lost sight will the answers show up there or will they forever be untold will i become more nothing can u even become more nothing I'm trying to give up but I'm drawn to keep searching until i find something worth saving something worth cherishing this heartbeat i once so cherished would i miss this i don't know how would i know i would be dead never to walk the earth again i sound insane but I'm falling into this darkness filled with nothingness are there people here like me like see what i see are they i wanna know maybe someday it will show
