Cutz..

Please don't cut,
That's what they always say,
But it really saves my butt,
Each and every single day...

I'm sorri if I disappoint you,
But I cut to relieve the pain,
I know it is stupid,
But it saves me from going insane..

It tells me My Life is real,
But it constantly tries to wake me up,
Because My Life feels like such a nightmare...

I don't really care,
What happens to me now,
But why do they all have to stare?
Maybe I'll just kill myself, but how?

I know I can't change my wayz,
And I know that itz all MY fault,
It gets me through my rough days,
Maybe I should just go lock my self in a f u c k i n g vault,
Because everything around me is just a maze...

(C) Copyright Alana Knox 2005