The First Cut

Today Was The Very First Day
I Had Turned To the Blade In So Long
I was Scared To take It Too My Skin
But When I Did It,It Didn't Feel Wrong

In Quite I Felt A Smile
Spread Across My Tearful Face
It Gave Me A Weird Feeling
That I might Not Suffer In This Place

The First Cut Made Me Cry
Yet It Was So Tiny And Small
But To Make The Pain Seize
I Imagined Each Time I Fall

Then I Just Closed My Eyes
And All The Memories Were Back
One More Cut For The Pain
And One Cause Ill Never be On Track

And Sitting In The Shower
Cutting Away the Pain
I Hate I Did It Today
But Tomorrow Ill Do It Again...

I Know This Is Short And Really Crap But I Had to Write It Down..