Loyal Twin

by Just Sierra   Mar 21, 2005

Sister is crying again
And I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what I can say
To help guide her through

Both of us can’t take it
The life that we live
There’s always so much drama
So many people I can’t forgive

But no one hurts me more
Than my very own sister
I hate seeing her cry
I’d rather get caught in a twister

Mommy and Daddy live apart
Ever since we were two
I’ve been the best twin I could be
Though she thinks that’s untrue

I want the best for her
She doesnt know I put her above
I don’t think she understands
That’s it’s really her I love

And so I keep finding her in tears
I never knew she cried like me
But no matter how unhappy she is here
My pain tops hers by a million three

At fourteen I found it’s legal
She can live with my dad
I told her that she should
I hate seeing her sad

But my mom wants someone here
To help her through too
So, despite the fact I’m feeling more pain
I’m pressuring her to pull through

My dad is a good man
A man who believes in god
But I’ve never known if he was good
Or if he was displaying a façade

I want her to be happy though
I know I’ll never be
Still she doesnt understand it
I put her above me

If someone were to kill one of us
I’d get down on my knee
I’d beg and plead for them to let her go
Let them know they can have me

And if they chose by any chance
That they wanted us both
I’d beg them to kill me first
Scream to fulfill my oath

Sadly I can’t tell her this
I still have my dignity to show
Though my scars might prove otherwise
Its something she’ll never know

I told you she’s worth everything to me
I put myself in so much strife
Just to prove to her she’s my world
And she’s worth my entire life.

-Every inch of this is true. I love my twin, Savannah. I just can\\\'t ever find it in myself to really let her know I love her, so this is in dedication to her. I love you Savannah!-


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  • 12 years ago

    by Ashleigh Skye

    Amazing.. I dont have a twin so I cant really relate to this but its wonderful and it really shows how much you care for her. Take care and I hope things work out for you.

  • 13 years ago

    by Forever29

    Excellent. I have twin daughters, I'm adding you to my fave list! 5/5~

  • 13 years ago

    by Georgi

    awwwwwwwww thts so sweet, u r soo luvly sierra xxxxxxxxxxxxx great great great poem xxxxxxxxx

  • 13 years ago

    by Erika

    That is a long poem, mm.... I think the main idea is good, but the poem doesnt flow that well...

  • 13 years ago

    by Just Sierra

    hehehe, thanks!! I know you're always here for meee!!! :-D!! That's why you're my BESTEST friend. Remember? lol. I love you!!! lol-I like your sister? but you don't have a sister, lol, so what??? lol. ILUSSSSSSSSSSM!!!!!!