I Love You

You never valued me as a person, as a friend,
All you ever wanted from me was what and who I could get you.
You don’t understand what I gave up for you,
I gave you everything, my clothes, my money, my boyfriend,
There was nothing I wouldn’t do for you.
I would’ve slit my wrists and died for you.
But you never really understood the admiration I had for you,
Because you’ve never felt that for anyone but yourself.
I was kicked out of home because of you,
I was almost raped because of you….
I drank for you, I smoked for you, I injected for you…
I breathed for you, I craved for you, I only wanted you…
There was no longer a void with in me, because you had filled it,
You had became the person I longed for all my life…
I once loved you… and deep inside me I still do…
The echo of your voice that lingered in my mind,
Soothed my thoughts and calmed my soul…
But you used me, and broke my heart…
You took my life and tore it into a million different pieces…
You were my only love, my soul mate,
But you were never a friend to me.