True Story Of A Rape

Who knew such a young girl
Could be robbed of her innocence?
I was only 12 years old
It just does not make any sense

I am 17 now
And I have learned to share
Come with me as I tell my story
That is if you think it is something you can bare

This sad story happened to me when I was only 12
See my mom was a crude person
She always hit me
And was always cursing

I was her youngest at the time
So it was me who was abused
I felt as though I had no choice
I was simply being used

She told me that if I would not let
These guys do things to me
She would tell my dad
That I was sleeping with random guys constantly

She hit me hard and yelled at me a lot
My older brother and sister were concerned
But if they said anything to my mom
She would hurt them too they learned

My dad knew she hit me
But he could not do anything
See she threatened his life
If he turned her in

One day after my parents divorced
My dad killed himself from guilt
He could not take what my mother was doing to me
A fear he had built

We were scared of my mother
So very bad
We knew if we ran
Shed make us take all we had

After my father was dead
Mom dated around
She got a steady boyfriend
And tied another bound

Her boyfriend had a son
He was three years older then I
Though he acted like he appreciated me
Looked at me through another eye

On my 12th birthday party
My mom took my friends home
She left me with
Her boyfriend and his son alone

When she returned the three came up to my room
My mom and her boyfriend held me down
And his son looked around
As he lifted up my night gown

My mom and her friend
Tied my with a rope
I pulled and I pulled
With this I could not cope

Her and her boyfriend undressed me
And sat down
His son touched me all over
Made his hands go around

Then he \"did his thing\"
I remember hardly anything
For I had been given a date rape drug
I can not recall anything that night within

All I know now is
I got pregnant from his cruel joke
Did my mom stop?
No she held me down and my water she broke

She took me to a special doctor
She wanted them to kill the baby
All this nonsence saying
I had been grumpy lately

Well she got what she wanted
They killed my daughter
I knew she would not treat anyone wrong
She would be just like my father

I have grown older now
And I can talk and share
My very painful story
And alot of people care

My mom is dead now
And I am so very glad
I look at pictures and remember
All the times we had

Good times? Not at all
She hit me and let her
Boyfriend\'s son rape me
I look at my room and think \"right over there\"

I will never forget
That sad painful night
And whenever I think of it
I wish I could have put up a better fight