Ab0ut Guy:__

My life was torn into pieces
No love could I any longer feel,
Pushed everyone away that cared
& pretended my pain wasn’t real..
I did not need a silly razor
Not a blade to cut my skin,
That did nothing for me
Did not help the pain within..
I did not need to sit about
And let crimson drops fall,
Or talk about the cuts I made
And show everyone them all..
Life was so completely overrated
And I had nothing to live for,
I could not even stand myself
I just could not stay here anymore..
I was so beyond caring
So much so that it scared me,
I did not give a fxck any longer
Away form here, I wanted to be..
I did not need to try and overdose
Tablets I did not need,
I was not going out like that
Just like I refused to bleed..
I was nothing special at all
Mostly I felt like I did not exist,
No remorse with my final breath
For I knew I couldn’t go on like this..
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i know that i can not help you Guy and, that i will probably never fully understand but, i want you to know that i will always love you x.