Growing In God

Lying here on my bed
Knowing nothing but dread
I stare at the ceiling
And wish that my wounds would start healing

Living this pain is hell
I just wanna yell
Why am I here?
Nothing in life seems clear

As the sun starts to show
I finally start to know
I glance down at my pillow and see my shed tears
I have nothing in life to fear

God is with me, hes always near
Why have I judged God? I wanted to know
He's always here for me and He knows that
These struggles help me grow