Would You?

Can you ever imagine all the things I've done to you mommy
All the secrets that I've kept
If you knew would you still love me?
You have no idea what I've done
All the bad things that killed me inside
Everything thats died
If you knew my story mommy
Would you treat me any different?
Would you call me names like the girls in school?
Would you treat me as if you always knew?
Would you still tell me that you love me?
Would you tell me that you care?
What I've done is so bad I make it so unfair
I'm sorry for what I've done
I'm sorry I never told you
I feel really bad but I can't feel at all
The stories that I made up
To get myself out of trouble
I never thought of myself
Instead I thought of you
I might end this load pain
Cause its making me go insane
I never told you my real story
And now ill tell you all
It's with my suicide note
The one for you I wrote
It will be in my hands with my body hanging there
With my cut up wrists, my bloody hair
I'm sorry that I left you but arms are getting sore
Mommy, I'm sorry but I'm your daughter no more...