Cerebral hemorrhage

Did you ever think?
did you ever care?
and did you know
I thought, and I cared?

when I think of how we used to be
it fills me with hatred
for myself, and for the world

but not for you!

I still think about you

night after night
hour after hour
till obsession's consuming my soul

now I'm dead
I'm dead from thinking
now I'm dead
I'm dead from loving
now I'm dead
of a cerebral hemorrhage

I've thought about you
and bled out my soul
blown out my brain
with thoughts of lost love.