I'm not the perfect daughter you tell them i am

The pain,
the hurt,
the feeling of discomfort,
everything riding on this one moment.

you don't do well,
and you fail at life.
your parents disappointed,
and you knowing your not going anywhere.

being sick,
but they don't know why.
you lay in bed at night,
thinking it'd be easier to die.

fighting the tears,
never showing emotion,
emotion shows your fears,
your fears and weaknesses.

take my pain, take my hurt.
exams are over and i failed
OK!